My hormones are playing jedi mind tricks on me, and I really r e a l l y am not a fan, no, not at all. This is a itty-bitty rant of a post, but I promise to end it on a happy note.
I am ornery. I feel exhausted. My whole body is puffy, my face especially. I am utterly and abrasively oversensitive...... that's usually the first sign. Houston, we have a problem! Today, I literally did the finger-in-mouth puking hand motion and sound as I got off of the phone with a client I don't have any particular affinity for. He wasn't even rude today. What the heck is the matter with me?! I know what the problem is, and I bet you can guess, but my body needs to freaking let up already.
Poor Mr. S. The man is a saint. He puts up with my crazy, and I am eternally grateful for it. I never ever doubt how much he loves me until this time once a month. It is absolutely ludicrous, but my mind thinks "oh, he is checking the clock, he must be bored with you and want to leave. Is he bored with you a lot and you just haven't noticed? He says he is tired but, maybe he is just sick of you...." See what I mean by jedi mind tricks? I know he loves me, he is not bored with me, it's really fine if he is tired, and that's why it's annoying. In my right mind, I do believe these things. In my right mind, I am a rational and understanding person who does not over analyze things - like checking the clock. I want my right mind back - right now.
I am grateful for all of the other days of the month when I am normal:)
2 weeks ago
Oh my.... If you thought you are bad, you should see me!! I tell Matt all the time that I am so glad he stays married to me. Poor guy can't leave and go home like Mr.S can!!:) He is so grateful when he is out of town during that time of the month! At least we have fun crap talking alot when it's that time:)
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