The F Word

Fiance'. Not that other F Word.

So this is a little rave about the word above, I know some people get annoyed with lovey-dovey stuff like this. That's fine. It's not your blog. JK:) This thing really is supposed to be like a journal for me anyways. But no, seriously, this might get a little mushy, take this as your warning.

I have never been happier in my entire life. Shane popped the question on Friday, and although we had already picked a date and most everyone knew, it was still surprise. I was happy even without a ring, just being able to be together everyday to laugh and be goofy and sometimes be serious is completely fulfilling. I love how intelligent he is, how he researches everything and really thinks about things before he makes decisions, how his kisses my forehead and hugs me super tight when I cry, how he yells at the Lakers on television when they don't play like they should, and his friggin' awesome silent giggle when he laughs really hard. I can't get enough. I am totally addicted and ridiculously smitten. It's cheesy but it's true.

I believed for a long time that I just was not cut out for relationships and that love was really just some elaborate hoax the jewelry companies came up with to sell diamonds. Look at divorce statistics, there are people fighting everywhere, marriages in shambles left and right, and I felt there was some real legitimacy to my theory. Thank you babe for completely proving me and my stupid theory wrong.

I am thankful for Shane and whatever magical ways by which he came into my life. I am so thankful for my family who love and adore him and are very excited to finally be getting a son:). I am so so thrilled I get to be a part of his family! They are so amazing and I have always felt welcome from the very beginning. Seriously, I have so much fun when I am with his family! I love that I get to be a part of their family forever! That rocks my world!

Well I think I have gushed enough, but today I am thankful for my fiance' and that I get to be Shane's wife in just a few months:)