Honesty moment. I am a hermit at heart and really lovelovelove time by myself with silence. The bosses are in court today and it's nearly silent in this office besides the sound of my nails clinking against the keyboard and the occasional phone ring. I sincerely appreciate the time to meditate and get my head right. I have been so caught up lately in life and the everyday crap-to-do, I get foggy. Decisions seem harder, the reactions are slower and my mind is just foggy. I think it is, in part, forgetting some sort of allusion I carry about who I am and what I am moving towards being, and in other ways I am blocking out unpleasant things I just don't have the energy to work through right then. It's mind clutter and it makes me foggy. This probably makes me very strange, but I have accepted that I am not quite normal. What the hell is normal anyways?
The silence is great, i am loveloveloveing it:)
2 weeks ago
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